I'm all smiles. It's April, and I was way off in my estimation. Facebook devours Xanga in one swift bite and spits out pieces of html and...words...and stuff. I blame Rachel- I shouldn't really have another outlet to waste my time through.

School's almost done already, and I never thought I'd be this sad about it. This semester was incredible...but really, it can only get better from here, right? New friends, new adventures, one of the best days the best day ever, oh, and a boyfriend. [That's bizarre.] There's no specifics I can update on because it's all been one big blurr of good times and greater moments.

Right now...there's so much to be thankful for.

But I'm really, really thankful for sugar cookies. They're making my headache go away.

2 months, almost exactly, right? I'm a xanga failure.

But in truth, there's not much to say. I find myself missing people a lot...people that I'm with on a regular basis, people I only see once a week, once a month, once a year- anyone and everyone. I hate how our desire for a good time sometimes overshadows our unconscious, human need for depth in relationships.

Sharayah is working really late on her teaching application, and I'm a week ahead in all my classes somehow (I KNOW, it's so out of my character, I have no idea what's going on!), so here I am...trying to find ways to entertain myself, but nothing seems to keep my attention for too long. My quest for finding online Power Rangers episodes has failed.

Love to you guys. Talk to you in....when, March? 2007. It still feels like the 90s to me.

Yay for monthly posts of no great detail.

I'm frustrated. I never feel awkward, but at the same time, I feel as though I am an incredibly awkward person to be around.

I wish people didn't build walls.

Anyways, the holidays need to come faster but life needs to pass slower...it's going way too fast as of late and I'm finding that there are more and more things I want to do but never can or will. It's frustrating.

At least this should be a good weekend- because it's the weekend, hence, goodness.

Wow, it's been a while. And I haven't even been all that busy...what's up with you guys? Tell me what's going on with you, I miss you.

Stuff's fine here, crazy freezing and really awkward. Really. All the time. In a humorous way though- tonight there is some major soccerness going down in the bitter cold. It'll be fun though. My classes aren't too bad but I've royally sucked up my first few grades in CLT and Earth Science.

I'm Hand Prop Supervisor for the Nextage production, fun stuff, I'm liking getting invovled behind the scenes.

And that's it. Tell me something though, I really feel out of the loop.

EDIT: VOTE THE NINJA, SHARAYAH LUCAS FOR JUNIOR HOMECOMING QUEEN!! (a message from the awkward turtle)

Well, I tried out for the student play production...made call backs...but didn't get the part. Good experience though, I just won't know what to do without a fall play to be in.

And I feel sick, again. I didn't sleep well at all last night and need food in my tummy.